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LYRICS
[Korean]
Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

[English]
I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you’re special
I believed those words and I was so happy

[Korean]
marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

[English]
you should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[Korean]
modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

[English]
i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don’t think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

[Korean]
marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

[English]
you should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[Narration\Korean] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

[Narration\English]
Hey babe
the pain
it’s not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I’ve been blind
you told me that you’d never let me down
whenever I needed you you’d always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

[Korean]
sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

[English]
don’t take advantage of a girl’s willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn’t know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

[English]
Narration : (Guy, only in the music video)
There’s someone I’m in love with…
Although I can’t be with her now…
I’m still in love with her…

A story about a girl who fell in love with his best
friend..

Jin and Felicia is best fren..They do anything
that best fren do…One day, Felicia realised that she love
him…so
she decided to confessed this feeling to him one nite
where they camp with other frens. Jin said yes, he
would be her boyfren..

So they went on like other gurlfrenboyfren’s life
does.
Watch movie, walk in park, eat together, go to
beach….but life’s not fun as when they are still best
fren….Jin also doesnt talk much, or act like they are
best fren, close and share everything…for Felicia, Jin
is not a suitable or loving boyfren…but Felicia kept quitely
this on her mind…

But since the day Jin bcome Felicia boyfren, Jin every
single day would give her a small teddy bear…At
first Felicia thought it was lovely, but till now, she wonder
why he would gav me this…

One day, Felicia was walking alone at a park. Then she saw
Jin talking to another gurl. she walk toward him and she
overheard him saying "i love u’ to the gurl. She was
really angry and run back home coz Jin never told her
he love her(I Love You) all the time they been boyfren and
gurlfren.

Then, at midnite that day, Jin come to Felicia house
and she open the door. Jin just passed her the teddy
bear that he used to give her everyday and said
sorry coz i didn’t giv u this today. Felicia was really
angry
and she shouted at him,

"Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan to hear
form u is, I love you, that’s it, izit too hard???"

Jin kept quiet. He took Felicia hand and place the
teddy bear on her palm and left away..Felicia throw the
teddy bear into her cupboard.

The next day, Jin asked Felicia out. They meet at bus
stop near her house..Felicia walk there and then Jin just
gav her a big teddy bear,Felicia anger was still in high
position,and she throw the teddy to the middle of the
road. Jin keep quiet and then he go to the middle
of the road and pick the teddy up.
Jin dint realise a truck was coming towards him. Felicia shouted at Jin
not to pick it up and Jin was about look at
Felicia,and………………………

*Bang*.

"JIN!!!!!!" Felicia shouted…the next minute he was lying
on
the road, covered with blood. Jin was sent to the
hospital but it’s too late…She lost him…forever….

after attended his funeral, Felicia went back home and hug all the teddy bear Jin gav her since the day they
bcome gfbf…Felicia counted the teddy bear one by one…
1…2….3…101…230….300..364…and the last
teddy bear Jin gave covered with his blood was the
365th…it had been a year they bcome bfgf…Felicia
queeze
the teddy bear with the tears flow….suddenly…

*I love you~*
*I love you~*

Felicia was shocked..She looked at the teddys…and take
one of it, and try to press on his tummy..

*I love you~*

Felicia tried each and every teddy bear Jin gav her…

*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*………………….

and the biggest and the last teddy bear Jin gav
her, She squeeze his big tummy…

*Felicia, today is our very first annivery being bfgf
after a year…..I always love you, yesterday, today,
and forever……..I love you….*

Felicia dropped the teddy bear……..

She never realised that Jin had actually told her those
words..every single day….till today…

She slowly picked the teddy and whispered to the
teddy’s ear..

"I love you too, Jin..and I always did…….."

~ The End ~

For the guys/gals that you loved
Tell them "i’ll love u more than i cud b….
i’ll care abt u more than i’m carin abt myself…
u’re always the 1 in my heart..
Dont be so Selfish ..

Really PissEd OFf ThosE people LoVe to BacKbiting or BackStab me, no Matter once or More than that Number …. I JusT hAte PeoPle bacKBiTinG, EsPeciaLly my Friends ! GoD Create uS to Be KinD and HoneST . . But donT knoW Why, goT Such devil,Evil are living Around me ! Please lEaVe me AlonE !

I am FulLy disappointed now.. cause of TruSted and iN BelIeVe ! "My buDdy" , "my Trusted Friend" , ThiS two Words mAke me FeEling VoMiT . . You are JuSt BaCk-FoOlinG me everYTime, MaKing Joke on mE ? Fu*K oFf pleAse !

If I did something wrong, can u please tell me directly(face to face) ? Dont BackBiTing Me ! Talk out Loud and Let Share or discuss … If you really can not do ThiS, and Not Dare to talk with me face to face… Then please Stay Away fRom my liFe ! ! We are not Friend and either Enemy.. Just PreTenD we nevEr MeeT !

Ok, MaybE u Will rEad my Blogs or maybe NoT. . BuT JuSt RememBer No BaCkBitIng me ! Face To FaCe ! Can NoT AccEpt ThiS juSt pleAse Fu*ck Off FrOm my LiFe ! I not Going To Curse or BlAme anyone …But I Just HATE and So PiSSed ! End here . .

                   TrUsT equal to SiCk . . SuCk ! !

有一個孩子問父親甚麼是愛, 為甚麼愛是無私, 無我?

父親說: [你去端一杯水來.]

小孩子去拿了一杯水.

然後父親說: [現在去拿一些糖來.]

他將糖拿來, 父親說: [將它們混在一起.]

糖溶入水裡, 父親說: [現在你能夠將糖和水分開嗎?]

小孩說: [沒辦法, 我甚至看不到糖跑到那裡去了.]

父親說: [你再仔細看看.]

小孩看了看, 但還是看不到任何糖, 糖已經溶解了, 已經變成了水.

父親說: [你嚐嚐看.]   小孩嚐了, 味道是甜的.

父親說: [你看, 愛就像這樣, 愛是無私,無我. 它們就像糖跟水一樣, 互相溶入對方, 你可以嚐它, 然後就知道水裡含有糖, 但你無法把它們分開, 事實上它們是分不開的, 它們在一起是那樣的甜美, 這就是愛.]

    請問, 一滴水要如何才不會乾掉? 要如何才能永遠存在? 把它滴到大海裡.

    沒錯, 表面上看來這水滴似乎是失去了自己, 然而, 事實上當水滴溶入了大海, 它並沒有失去甚麼, 它變大了, 它成了大海, 它永遠不會乾掉.

    無私,無我的愛, 表面上看來, 好像是失去了甚麼, 好像是沒有自我, 其實是活出了自我. 當你是無我的, 當你的愛裡面沒有私心, 你只是給予, 只是分享, 愛就溶解了, 你不再是凍結的. . . . . .有大愛的人永不枯歇.

愛是喜樂, 但你從愛中得到的卻是痛苦, 你覺得迷惘. 為甚麼?

因為你以為的愛並不是愛. . .

你對他好, 希望他也對你好,你認為那是愛嗎? 如果他並沒有對你好, 你會難過嗎? 如果會的話, 那你怎麼能說你愛他, 你是為了自己. 如果你期待被感激,被回報, 那表示你想的是自己, 那不是愛. . . .                                                                        

    你如果愛, 就只是單純的愛, 為甚麼會痛苦難過?

    如果你愛, 只是單純的去愛, 為甚麼會憤恨怨懟?

你想過嗎? 為甚麼你會對你所愛的人生氣? 那些你愛得越深的人, 你就氣得越深; 愛得越多的人, 你就怨得越多, 為甚麼? 是不是你沒有從那個人身上得到預期的東西, 對嗎?

所以當我們聽到 [我恨你] 時, 其實對方真正的意思是說: [我這麼愛你, 你怎麼這樣對我?]

你那麼愛他, 處處為他著想, 而他竟然不順你的心, 不合你的意, 竟然這樣對你, 這就是你氣憤的原因, 不是嗎?

你最愛的是你的男朋友/女朋友, 但是你最氣的人也是他們, 你當然會覺得迷惘. 因為打從一開始, 你就沒有搞懂甚麼是愛. . . .

真愛不會讓人痛苦的. . . .

    每當我心情不好的時候, 我都會想很多東西. . 所以在亂碰亂撞的情形下, 我得到了靈感寫下了一些白癡的東西. . .  經歷過某些事情, 把它變成一些字, 一些句子, 也就是我的內心我的感覺 ~ ~ ~ 

• 天黑又天亮, 我告訴自己不想誰,
  我醒了又睡, 只是為了忘記誰;
  我想你, 到底是不是種罪,
  我愛你….. 真的很累 !
  會不會是我的心已碎 !

• 天空在為你我哭泣, 因為你我沒有了結局;
  麻雀將左右拋棄, 因為沒有了左右將會死去;
  希望現在的你把我忘記…

• 開心的你把我忘記, 傷心的我你不曾想起;
  今天的你我依然掛記, 今後的我你是否想起?
  昨天的你在我心里, 明天的你我也不曾忘記,
  但是…. 你卻把我遺棄, 我真的恨你也恨我自己 !

• 今天晚上過得特別漫長, 想你的我就更難入睡,
  等待白天的來臨, 進入我的夢乡;
  沒有你的路特別曲難, 盼你的我就在遠方,
  等待愛你的信箱, 帶我飛翔 ! !

• 睡覺時的你最得意,
  清醒時的你很失意,
  因為你就是那 — 唯一 !

                          -  愛是給的, 而不是得到, 愛是付出然後分享的 -

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you it´s only seed
It´s the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It´s the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It´s the one who won´t be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live

And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun´s love,
In the spring, becomes a rose